Along the way to Mrs Pauline’s

Her name was Mrs. Clementine, and she used to live up on de hill near the Ramdial’s, but no one has seen her since. Some say she committed suicide; some say she’s an obeahwoman who practised too much obeah where the spirits come and took her as part of a sacrifice of some sort. De village made up a lot of ridiculous rumours to the point where no one knew what truly happened to Mrs. Clementine. Only I know that Kevon Ramdial may have a fair idea of what truly happened to her that night.

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“Hema, I need to you to go to Mrs. Pauline’s for me to collect ah bag of vegetables she have for meh,” my mother shouts as she barges into my room, opening the curtains to allow the sunlight to pool in. “It’s Saturday, I assume you don’t have any classes today, plus yuh have been lying down on yuh tail whole ah today, time to get up and take some fresh air,” my mother complains as she exits my room.  

“Do I have to go now?” I whine.  

If only my mother had an idea of the real cause for spending the majority of my time doing everything on my bed – from eating, sleeping, doing my university work, to leisurely watching my Korean dramas. University was depressing the hell out of me just to gain a good grade to maintain my GPA, as I am constantly reminded, I would be nowhere without my education in this country.  

I change into proper clothing to go down the road, and rush down the stairs as my brother Hasan looks up from his game, takes in my worn out track pants and old tee shirt, and with a puzzled face ask, “Where yuh going?” 

“To Mrs. Pauline’s,” I state, putting on my track shoes. Mrs. Pauline is a villager in our area who treats my mother like a daughter.  

“Come home early, before de Soucouyant follow yuh home eh,” my brother snickers as I suck my teeth at him. Whenever I leave the house to go to Mrs. Pauline, my brother would always comment that I am red riding hood and I would always tell him that he was talking rubbish, because if I was red then who was the big bad wolf? 

You see going to Mrs. Pauline was like a protocol us villagers had when walking up the hill to go down by the beach. I’ve always heard to never interact with anyone from the two houses on the hill, of which one belonged to the village recluse, Mrs. Clementine.  

Mrs Clementine is an old woman who I saw a few times from a distance in the market when Hasan and I would help tote mummy’s market bags. Even though the village recluse lived in a small wooden Spanish style home that was built too close to the road, there was always the village children stealing mangos from her next-door neighbour, the Ramdial’s. These neighbours have many acres of land full of different fruit trees and their property takes up majority of the top of the hill.  

Everyone in my village knew of the Ramdial’s before the head of the family died from dengue. My village used to call him a ‘folklore enthusiast’ because he was always making up some surreal folklore story. The rumshop talk was that the Ramdial family earned their wealth through a bargaining with the spirits for Mr. Ramdial’s spirit. However, I knew this was false, as the Ramdial’s had different types of businesses from food to kitchen appliances around Trinidad, even though they live in a village. They weren’t flashy people, plus their son Kevon and I shared classes at the University of St. Augustine. 

From Tales of Root, Silk & Bone curated by Britt Mc Hugh

We Mag Guardian feature with AM . ALI

Mind the typo of my pen ink and name but I am featured in the local newspaper interviewed by Ira Mathur who is a Guardian columnist and the winner of the non-fiction OCM Bocas Prize for Literature 2023.

Struggling to get signed by an already glutted global market writers are turning to self publication. Aminah Ali (recognised as one of Bocas Lit Fest ‘new voices’ 23’s) response to the painful journey towards publication was to launch her own publishing house.

Read article here !

Caribbean Books by Caribbean Authors

ANTHOLOGY

Two times removed | volume 1 & 2 curated by Tiara Jade Chutkhan

Tales of Root, Silk and Bone curated by Britt McHugh

CONTEMPORARY ROMANCE

Sweethand by N.G. Peltier

When the vibe is right by Sarah Dass

Don’t go baking my heart by N.G. Peltier

Where the rhythm takes you by Sarah Dass

FOLKLORE

Tabanca and other stories by Tricia Chin

Parang the wrong house by Tricia Chin

For the dead by Tricia Chin

Talea of root, silk and bone, [Anthology] curated by Britt Mchugh

HORROR

Horrors from the land of the Humming Bird by Dimitri Valentene

Krampus by Neel Latchman

Exorcizamuste series by Neel Latchman – Maracas Bay Dark River, Book 1
Ceiba Pentabdra ; The Silk Cotton Tree, Book 2
Moonlight Hunt on Bourbon Street, Book 3

YOUNG ADULT

The Beast Kukuyo, [Mystery] by Kevin Jared Hosein

Home Home, [Mental Health] by Lisa Allen Agostini

YOUNG ADULT FANTASY

The Dirty Flame, The chosen one, Book 1 by Alisha Alana Mohammed

The YaraStar trilogy by Jeanelle Frontin The Unmarked Girl, Book 1 The Eld Queen, Book 2 The Melded Truth, Book 3

The Circle Armor, [YA – Science fiction] by Verena Boodoosingh

Welcome To Visanthe by L.M. Sanguinette

Visanthe in Ruin by L.M. Sanguinette

PSYCHOLOGICAL / THRILLER

Broken toys by Neel Latchman

MYSTERY THRILLER

The Vanishing Girls, [Crime / Mystery] by Callie Browning

HISTORICAL FICTION

Where Sarah gone?, [Mystery / Thriller] by Niques Francois

The Girl With The Hazel Eyes by Callie Browning

The Repenters by Kevin Jared Hosein

Hungry Ghosts [Mystery] by Kevin Jared Hosein

Dark and Cold, [Royalty Romance] by Ciara Attong

SHORT STORY

Andre Bagoo – The Dreaming

Celeste Mohammed – Pleasantview

Callie Browning – The Secrets of Catspraddle Village

The Fall of Flynn

Flynn was everything until he wasn’t anymore.

He wasn’t mines yet some part of me was fixated on his attention for me. He was full of open secrets; I didn’t ask about. My time with him was something I wanted to replicate. I wanted to honour him as my best friend. But instead, he honoured me with half-truths. I was his unattached escape. They say unattached arrangements are like two players of a chess game where the one who falls gets eaten and the one who walks away calls checkmate.

The thing about Flynn was that he was selfish, a pretender, a taker, a blamer, passion driven with striking impulsivity that needed to be curbed. But most importantly he had a craving of wanting to be loved. He was a looker girls turned their heads for and he knew that. Because, I did more than just turned my head for him but yet the question always travel to my mind on who was I in his world? I was – I was – something brief.  I made him practically invisible within my own world but the two main things about us was that we collided and obstructed each other’s world.

Flynn was my fall and lesson and I hope I’ve learnt.

More coming soon!

Music Playlists currated by me

Fancy listening to NEW music as Spotify is available in some parts of the Caribbean. I’ve been spending time on & off browsing both the search and recommendation button and started curating playlists from artists I use to listen to in my younger days to newer artists of today.

You check out some of the playlists down below. –

Why #READCARIBBEAN ? –

To firstly, put it Caribbean Literature is a diverse ink pot of stories where they are focused on social issues, economical, political and historical challenges.

#ReadCaribbean is about honouring the Caribbean voice for Caribbean heritage month, it is created by @BookOfCinz which starts in June, where it’s main focus is to encourage & support both Caribbean Literature & Caribbean Authors.

However READ CARIBBEAN doesn’t end at Caribbean hertiage month!

Here are some recommendations that I’ve put together in no particular order just for you, enjoy! –

A Tall History of Sugar by Curdella Forbes

Dear Haiti, Love Alaine by Maika Moulit

Love after love by Ingrid Persaud

Sweethand by N.G. Peltier

Cereus Blooms at Night by Shani Mootoo

Polar Vortex by Shani Mootoo

One year of ugly by Caroline Mackenzie

Trinidead by Elena Molchanova

Agustown by Kei Miller

Daylight come by Diana McCaulay

Green days by the river by Micheal Anthony

Next year in Havana by Chanel Cleeton

The Price of Paradise by Susana López Rubio

Nevile and the Lost Bridge by Debbie Jacob

Midnight Robber by Nalo Hopkinson

Lucy by Jamaica Kincaid

The Bread the Devil Knead by Lisa Allen-Agostini

Chinese Women by Jan Lowe Shinebourne

Tabanca and Other Stories by Tricia Chin

The Jumbies by Tracie Baptiste

The Yard by Aliyyah Eniath

Come Let Us Sing Anyway by Leone Ross

Miguel Street by V.S. Naipaul

The Girl with the Hazel eyes by Callie Browning

The Vanishing Girls by Callie Browning

AM . ALI xo

My free chapbook, Lilac Honey

In the month of March, 2020 -

I decided I wanted to complie some poems and launch it on my birthday, and that's how my chapbook 'Lilac Honey' was created in which I saved it as an accessible pdf file and on Wattpad. This chapbook focuses on themes of; self love, romance, loss, heartbreak, friendship, dreams and so on. 

Futhermore, this chapbook describes the happenings, the aftermaths and continuations of one's life. 

The illustrated interior cover design was done by my dear artsy friend, Daniella in which I took some time to make adjusments to the overall book design. [The image below is what I made, hopefully you all would be able to see a complete revamped and physical version of Dani's book design and poem pieces in the future. *fingers crossed*]

The term 'Lilac Honey' is a term that I've created in reference to my favourite colour 'Lilac' and using this secondary colour as a way to show how their primary colours have an affect on my emotions metaphorically as well as referencing myself as a 'creative bee' in which extracting honey from a bee can be quite a challenging and painful factor at times. And that's how you get 'Lilac Honey'.

If you have taken the time to read this chapbook, thank you and don't be afarid to message me to let me know your thoughts. 

Click here to read Lilac Honey, the chapbook.

AM . ALI xo